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A desperate situation

Thu Jun 26, 2014, 11:03 AM
I don't think anyone reads these anymore so I'm using it as a way to get my feelings out. My situation is dire and I need to get it out. I need a clear head so I can find my way out of this. 

I've been away a lot recently. Popping on every now and then, but for the most part, I'm on Hiatus. Its about time I actually explained why. 
I'm pretty open about my mental heath issues. I'm now almost completely mute and reclusive. Some of you know about my current home issues too, but let me elaborate. 

... I'm homeless. 

As my circumstances changed I'm now being forced onto the streets though no actual fault of my own. I'm actually being screwed over by someone who.. well, it doesn't matter. Needless to say, I'm in a dire situation. 

I was going to get a place through a charity that worked with people like me to help get deposits together, however they're no longer running. The places I've gone in for have always been rented out from under me because they can get the money quicker then I can. Doesn't matter that they're druggies who trashed the place just a month after (Yes, this happened) but they had the money first.

Every time I try and think about standing on my own again, I get kicked to the floor and stamped on. Through out my life, this has been a running pattern, one that I've tried hard to build up from... and one that always continued.
And now? Once again, there is no light in my dark tunnel. I try and claw my way through and yet more rock and dirt slip in front of me. 

Honestly, I'm one of many. I know that. My country no longer helps its people in need. There is no help left for people like me. 

I want to let the people I know on this site, the people I've come to love dearly like a family, that even if I'm not here, I'm still trying to fight and claw though. 
I'm trying not to give up. I'm trying to keep going. 
I don't know how long my electricity will last here, but please remember that I love you all and that I'm still trying. 
I'm still trying to fight.
... I'm still just trying to survive. 

Love you

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Helena-Lou
Helena Louise
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United Kingdom
Current Residence: Earth... most of the time
Favourite genre of music: anything except Rap, Crap, R&B
Favourite photographer: The Photographers of dA
Favourite style of art: Absolutely anything that catches my eye.
Print Prefrence: Lustre.
Operating System: Windows 7
Shell of choice: Something Explosive...
Personal Quote: I'm as Sweet as sugar, Twice as Nice and Ten times as bad for you.
Email: rubber_duck_rlz@hotmail.com
Interests

Webcam

About Faves





:bulletblue:You don't have to thank me for the fave, but I'm sorry that I don't have much time to comment on your amazing artwork. I'm not very good with my words and I can't express how amazing your art is.

:bulletpurple:I don't have the time to come and thank you personally for any faves you give me, but I wanted you all to know that each and every one of them is appreciated. THANKYOU! :huggle:

:bulletpink:Feel free to stop by my page, drop a comment and chat sometime. I like to meet new people. ^^

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:icontradesclosed2: :iconcollabsclosed: :iconpointcommishesclosed: :icongiftsclosed: :iconrequestsclosed: :iconkiribansclosed: :iconcommissionsclosed:

Everything is closed untill I have completed everything on my to-do list!!

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Name: Helena (pronounced Hel-aina)/Hele/'Laina/Lou
Likes: RPing, Graphic Design, Drawing and Writing.
On art: My characters, Fan-art, Gift-art, College work, Photomanips.
I do requests for my very dear friends here on dA and am willing to partake in Art trades. Just note me for more info.
On critique: :iconccwelcomedplz1::iconccwelcomedplz2:
Quote: 'I'm as sweet as sugar, twice as nice and ten times as bad for you.' - Helena-lou
I support Your OC's Stamp by Helena-Lou I don't do art...Stamp by Helena-Lou My Characters... Stamp by Helena-Lou
AngryKoalas Support Stamp by renekotte Newsha-Ghasemi FC Stamp by RaisloverSakura ME3 Ending Stamp by MalakiaLaGatta
I love my TABLET stamp by RRRAI Asshole by Sharkfu Isriana Stamp by Isriana
Dr. Horrible stamp by aftersunsets My Younger Self Stamp by invader-zim-14 Rainbows Stamp by mxlove
green eyes stamp by SheilaBrinson Studying Stamp by Kezzi-Rose Com - The Hunger Games by Haters-Gonna-Hate-Me
OC Pairings - Stamp by Astanine Username is final by tRiBaLmArKiNgS I'M SO AMAZING by Dametora
Busy, extremely busy by Knight1313 Stamp: Honesty is a Policy by Quantization To the sighing strephon by SirvanaRachana
Sun of the sleepless by SirvanaRachana The tear by SirvanaRachana Stanzas to the Po by SirvanaRachana
Luctus de morte passertis by SirvanaRachana John Nance Garner by SirvanaRachana Stamp: The F Word by Northern33
Butterfly Purple by SquallxZell-Leonhart Night by SquallxZell-Leonhart You love it too :D by ElectrikPinkPirate
JENOVA Stamp by YoSop Hey look, a pixel butterfly by MATicDesignS
Female-Badge by Dinoclaws Badge: Mass Effect 2 by Emotikonz Badge: Dragon Age by Emotikonz Steam User Lil Badge by Stollrofl Aries Zodiac Badge by Neko-CosmicKitty Lil Badge - I Smile by SinMisericordia21 Open Mind Lil Badge by NuciComs N7 Mass Effect Lil badge by Helena-Lou Available Lil Badge by NuciComs LB - Photoshop by Nironan12 LB - Retro Gamer by Nironan12 Photomanipulator Badge by ERHBuggy Badge - Designer by bendenfield LilBadge: Art Lover by aumarra LB - Facebook by Nironan12 LB - Skype User by Nironan12 Twitter Lil' Badge by wolfman21590 LB - Live Messenger by Nironan12 :LB: Music Addict by RaveLegend LB - Windows 7 by Nironan12 LB - Google Chrome by Nironan12 Badge: Modder by Emotikonz Spotify User Mini Badge by Emotional-Silence LB - Pansexual by Nironan12


MMO?

What coeds?





I play a few MMO's... well, two really. I tried to play WoW, but it was apalling. Total pants.
I play:

Star Wars: The old republic - Red Eclipse server
Guildwars 2 - Seafarer's Rest Server

I also play Diablo 3, if you'd like to join me on that too.

Just note me! :heart:


Custom box and Ashkae pixel was made my Mimru

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Phantagrafie Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014   Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for faving my first Daily Deviation!
And sorry for the delay. ;)
Girl in the moon by Phantagrafie
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RomaiLee Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the fav on Chizuru Yukimura - Spring by RomaiLee(^_^)

If you're interested please follow my work as a cosplayer here: www.facebook.com/romaileecos

if you use Twitter: twitter.com/KawaiiAliceRoco

I would appreciate it (^^) If it's no interest to you just ignore it ;)
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Felzm Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi and Happy Easter and Happy Birthday, :)!!!
A common friend of this site asked their friends considerate do this with you, I hope you like it, :)!!!
:airborne:!!!
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AMPSector Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday~ :aww: :cake:
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LaraBLN Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Happy Birthday, my dear Helena, I wish you all the best in your new year!!! :iconcelebration1plz::iconcelebration2plz: :tighthug: :heart:
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